April 2011
175 posts
I love you
1. Because, my bones shake and my nerves strike at any thought of you, or your presence.
It's the small things in life.
I admire anyone that can see the bright side of every situation and that is just down to have a good time. I forgot what it was like to have those people in my life, actually. It wasn’t until the other day that I really started to think about this. I have this friend, Jordan, he has been through some of the most unbelievable shit but I cannot remember one time he wasn’t smiling or...
“I can’t explain myself, I haven’t seen myself in about six months. You’ve been...”
March 2011
60 posts
Random thought
I better pull myself out of this fucking mess you threw me in. I’m selflessly in love. I wish I could just hate you already.
“I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s like all I can do is keep writing this...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower
“Some people think it’s wrong, being single isn’t right, but you hurt the right...”
“The art of losing isn’t hard to master;
so many things seem filled with...”
– Elizabeth Bishop
I should be doing my homework
Once again, you’ve found your way into my head and now I cannot focus. I cannot stop wondering and playing out scenarios of what “could” or “should” be. Every song that keeps playing is screaming your name and throwing the idea in my head even more that we may be done. My heart hurts, my head hurts. I need you here.
NEVERMIND!
I want to make you smile
That’s my mission of the day.. I want to be the reason you smile, at least once.
I'm really missing you right now..
I miss waiting to leave for work at the very last second, even if I knew I’d be late again.
I miss spending my Sunday afternoons with you, laying in the dark and playing the question game.
I miss sitting throughout the school day getting so anxious as the minutes passed by, just so I could see you again.
I miss summer, the good one.
I miss falling asleep completely wasted and waking up...
I think that this may be the third time that I have sat on the train and just bawled my eyes out. I could careless about all these people surrounding me and the fact that I look completely helpless. They would understand if they have had their heart ripped straight from their chest.
“Sometimes I wake up by the door,
And heard you calling, must be waiting for...”
You said I'm arresting, you said I had heat..
If I could ask a question
What would it be?
There's just too many,
Like the stars,
You wonder where they start.
But, it starts with a picture,
and it sits in your frame.
And we part with a letter,
and it ends in my name.
And it starts with forever,
and it ends with a touch.
And I know that you're clever,
and I don't ask for much.
Oh oh oh oh,
Maybe we forgot all the things we are when we are...
Mila Kunis is a fucking dream
Right now I’m at the point of turning around and running back, or running away forever. In the opposite direction. I don’t know where to go from here, I’m hanging on a tread. Do I risk everything I want and desire for the mean time and let it all go to waste in the end? I won’t. Actually, I don’t think that I can.
You may be sitting there content and holding your...
I carry your heart, I carry it in my heart.
“And then I happened to grow into my own skin, and now people think I’m...”
– Sierra Kusterbeck
“This bed might as well be burning, you’re nothing but ashes anyway.”
– My head.
livin' the fast life
..i’ve been busy. we’ll talk later.
“We all get a little crazy somtimes.”
“Treat my first like my last, and my last like my first.”
– Jay-Z
Because it is always raining
“When it rains, it pours”. Fucking truth. Here we go! It is 5:30 AM, I have a terrible Pandora shuffle going on, I’m hot and extremely uncomfortable, and I have a craving for some chinese food. It is literally pouring outside, and I’m thinking that this is some sign that everything will be washed away and everything will begin to fall into place, or ‘grow’. Who...
